Best Day of My Life

I want today to be the best day of my life. I wish it could happen. I don't need to think about my failed relationship or how i met the love of my life. Yea a guy who wont see me today cuz im such a bitch or w/e. I thought I would be engaged or at least living together at this point. I'm just gonna look on the bright side and make shit happen. maybe I'll even say yes to Fred, why the fuck not Jeremy doesnt ever want me so why am i still using him for a reason? Go out with Fred the same day as Jeremy, dont think i can handle 2 failed relationships on this day. its probably cursed anyways