I'm very confused about my day. I was up early to finish signing up for classes and the last thing I remember is eating a toaster strudel. Anyways, the story is I woke up naked on my living room floor at 5:00 pm. I'm very confused about this. Why am i naked? Why am I in the living room? How is it 5 pm? My laptop was dead and when I turned it on I had a milion ims. Maybe I just fell alseep but i usually do that in my bed and shit. I'm just confused. So Jeremy is here now with Jaden. He just woke up after sleeping for like 2-3 hours. He is really annoying. I dont even know why he stayed if all he was gonna do was sleep. Oh wait I know why cuz I asked if he would stay awhile. I dont know why I keep putting myself through this, why do i keep seeing him? Answer: I love him and I want him around. I would even want to get back together sadly. I tried the whole forget about him. I tried playing hard to get. I fail at it all. Maybe if I could play hard to get he would actually want to be around me. Why do I fucking give two shits. He's horrible. I dont like a single thing about him anymore. He has moments of niceness but they fade quickly. I just want him in my life. I hate it. I motherfucking hate it.
Tim also sucks this whole weekend I feel like he's been blowing me off. I cant stand him anymore. He's acting like an asshole cuz I rather have sex with Fred than him. Right now I dont want either one of them.
Sunday, December 14, 2008
New Blog
Well its always good to have more than one blog. I mean most people have more than one social profile, ie facebook, myspace etc. I decided to try this one out. I will probably still use my live journal though.
Anyway,
My day had its ups and downs. Tim was acting bitchy. Jeremy made me feel forgotten. Grant was just his normal odd self asking lots of questions and he said something that upset me and when he realized what he said he apologized a lot lol. I finished all of seasons of How I Met Your Mother so far. Also, I watched shows I missed during the week like Kath & Kim, 30 Rock, and some Law & Order:SVU. I didn't go out today I should of but I never ended up doing so. I would of saw Grant but of course Grant was out of his mind worrying about every little thing to meant he was at the library. We were trying to pick a day to hang but he never thought of telling me to head to the library lol. This Kari Anne chick he's in love with is sort of driving him nuts. She lives forever away and he has no idea how she feels. And he's never done anything with a chick and he's 22. I would of hung out with Sandi but I couldn't find her number.
Anyway,
My day had its ups and downs. Tim was acting bitchy. Jeremy made me feel forgotten. Grant was just his normal odd self asking lots of questions and he said something that upset me and when he realized what he said he apologized a lot lol. I finished all of seasons of How I Met Your Mother so far. Also, I watched shows I missed during the week like Kath & Kim, 30 Rock, and some Law & Order:SVU. I didn't go out today I should of but I never ended up doing so. I would of saw Grant but of course Grant was out of his mind worrying about every little thing to meant he was at the library. We were trying to pick a day to hang but he never thought of telling me to head to the library lol. This Kari Anne chick he's in love with is sort of driving him nuts. She lives forever away and he has no idea how she feels. And he's never done anything with a chick and he's 22. I would of hung out with Sandi but I couldn't find her number.
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