When I think me and jeremy are getting closer, he says something that just ruins all the good moments we have been having. I hate myself for having feeling for him. Again that stupid Amber bitch said something that upset me. And I said it to him and not her and he still defends her over me. I fucking cant stand he knows that. he's a jerk. oh well, i will do whatever i please he says. I couldnt even talk to fred without him getting mad today and after he found out fred slept over he got mean. Wouldnt talk and said i was acting like a skank and wouldnt come back over cuz i would just talk to fred.
Shirley is in need of a boyfriend.
Girl please, you can do bad all by your damm self!!
a boyfriend would be nice though
omg cry you could have one if you were not so stuck on someone who no longer wants to be one.
tim is right sadly. I treat Jeremy like he's my boyfriend and its pointless. Jeremy said and I quote
"at this point
i want to like you more than i actually do
and this is why
you need help
you have issues
and you know it"
i want to like you more than i actually do
and this is why
you need help
you have issues
and you know it"
so i have issues now. Yea im emotional but thats it. What kind of meds are gonna help me. The get my ex bf to wanna be with me pills? come off it.
So I start class in 12 hours and I really dont wanna go at all. Its cold and the bus will be packed and I hate waiting. Plus not sure how to get to my class and I hate Umass.
