Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Another Day of Shopping
I went shopping at the Holyoke Mall with Tim and Fred. I bought 2 new bras and a shirt at this new store near DEBS. Also got a new iTouch and apple headphones with a remote and a mic. I wanted to go somewhere this weekend but Tim needs to do some Saint pattys thing with family in New Hampshire. I forgot about it guess that's why Nate is having a big party on Saturday and everyone is gonna get trashed. I doubt Jeremy would miss it.
I use to read this when I thought of getting back together with Jeremy (100th post woot)
Since I was thinking of Jeremy in that way again I thought a blast to the past was needed.
You’re so full of shit Shirley you know that. EVERY single time we argue, I tell you why the fuck I’m mad at you. It's like you’re just not listening. I think it's sad that anyone who reads this blog is going to get such a distorted view of you and I.
Why don't I make this nice and clear right here and now so no one can dispute it. This will be my last post here.
I don't want to be with you. I don't want to date you. I don't want to marry you. I don't want to mess around with you. I don't want to hang out with you. I don't want anything to do with you outside of Jaden. I don't like you at all. You ruined my life in an irreparable way. and for that I will never forgive you. Whether you are or not, my OPINION of you is that you are a whore. Plain and simple. I can't make this any simpler.
PLEASE:
stop asking me to see you
stop asking me to go back out with you
stop asking me to marry you
leave me alone
WE ARE OVER. I don't care who's fault it is, because that doesn't change the fact that it is over.
Bitch Moment (Get Offended) :
The stupid thing is everytime I bitch or say something bitchy to Jeremy he is quick to post it on facebook or tell someone I'm bitching at him about something. He likes to make me the bad guy and people to be on his side on. Its understandable. I could say sowwie I didnt mean it a second later but that doesnt matter to Jeremy. He might think I'm a bitch for this and I'm wrong but if he really looked he would see I'm right. And what do I care the people he knows dont know me just know what Jeremy says about me. It could go both ways I guess. I had my moments of course when I'm angry but.........
I have changed and still changing for that matter. I'm not perfect but I can say I'm a better person now.
Can u Jeremy?
You’re so full of shit Shirley you know that. EVERY single time we argue, I tell you why the fuck I’m mad at you. It's like you’re just not listening. I think it's sad that anyone who reads this blog is going to get such a distorted view of you and I.
Why don't I make this nice and clear right here and now so no one can dispute it. This will be my last post here.
I don't want to be with you. I don't want to date you. I don't want to marry you. I don't want to mess around with you. I don't want to hang out with you. I don't want anything to do with you outside of Jaden. I don't like you at all. You ruined my life in an irreparable way. and for that I will never forgive you. Whether you are or not, my OPINION of you is that you are a whore. Plain and simple. I can't make this any simpler.
PLEASE:
stop asking me to see you
stop asking me to go back out with you
stop asking me to marry you
leave me alone
WE ARE OVER. I don't care who's fault it is, because that doesn't change the fact that it is over.
If you actually read what i wrote:
"I don't care who's fault it is" How is that saying your at fault for everything? Your the only one trying to assign blame to our shitty relationship.
You didn't just ask me to go to a dad's group. You asked me to go to the LAST dad's group (meaning i won't know anyone there and won't have known what's been going on) not to mention the dads groups aren't anything like the moms groups. The max we've ever had has been like 3-4 guys INCLUDING ME. Why the fuck would i go to that?
Then about your iTunes. I've been telling you for YEARS get a fucking debit card and your own account, because if I'm not around you won't be able to fix your own shit. In order to authorize your shit so you can use your stuff and still get your 1000 stupid free apps i have to register MY ACCOUNT which is linked to MY CREDIT CARD. Meaning you could get all psycho pissy at me and charge up anything you wanted. I'm not stupid enough to let that happen.
Now you don't see me making a thousand posts on my shit about what an asshole bitch slut you are do you? How about you quit fucking talking shit about me every god damn chance you get.
"I don't care who's fault it is" How is that saying your at fault for everything? Your the only one trying to assign blame to our shitty relationship.
You didn't just ask me to go to a dad's group. You asked me to go to the LAST dad's group (meaning i won't know anyone there and won't have known what's been going on) not to mention the dads groups aren't anything like the moms groups. The max we've ever had has been like 3-4 guys INCLUDING ME. Why the fuck would i go to that?
Then about your iTunes. I've been telling you for YEARS get a fucking debit card and your own account, because if I'm not around you won't be able to fix your own shit. In order to authorize your shit so you can use your stuff and still get your 1000 stupid free apps i have to register MY ACCOUNT which is linked to MY CREDIT CARD. Meaning you could get all psycho pissy at me and charge up anything you wanted. I'm not stupid enough to let that happen.
Now you don't see me making a thousand posts on my shit about what an asshole bitch slut you are do you? How about you quit fucking talking shit about me every god damn chance you get.
P.S. I'm an asshole to YOU, not to everyone.
omg I never got 1000 apps and I never ever charged anything to ur credit card. I always bought gift cards u bastard and I never would cuz I'm not like that. and I know how much ur in debt and how ur trying to pay shit off. I'm not as heartless as u, I never even though about it being ur credit card. look my livejournal post to my facebook so when I'm mad and vent about u it comes here. and I have no clue how to undo it. it's was some import button that I can't seem to find twice.
p.s. ur just an asshole in general sowwie had to let it slip
p.s. ur just an asshole in general sowwie had to let it slip
The stupid thing is everytime I bitch or say something bitchy to Jeremy he is quick to post it on facebook or tell someone I'm bitching at him about something. He likes to make me the bad guy and people to be on his side on. Its understandable. I could say sowwie I didnt mean it a second later but that doesnt matter to Jeremy. He might think I'm a bitch for this and I'm wrong but if he really looked he would see I'm right. And what do I care the people he knows dont know me just know what Jeremy says about me. It could go both ways I guess. I had my moments of course when I'm angry but.........
I have changed and still changing for that matter. I'm not perfect but I can say I'm a better person now.
tim to me facebook thing
1. Where you and I met:
online but if you want in person at the hadley mall for our first date.
2. Take a stab at my middle name:
Joann (it's spelled Joanne)
3. How long you've known me:
6 years still going to
4. The last time that we saw each other:
today i spent the day with you. ill tell you it was nice just being with you and not fighting
5. Would I ever go sky diving?:
no i dont think so but then again you have shocked me before
6. Your first impression of me upon meeting me/seeing me:
i remember looking at you and i was in shock you where so pretty and i was so scared you wouldnt like me...but you looked like a goddess to me.
7. Am I funny?:
you can be but most of the time its when your mad :)
8. Can I sing?:
i think you sing very well
9. The best thing about me:
the best thing about you is how you always give us another try even when i dont deserve it not to mention you keep me in line and out of trouble.
10. What do I want to do more than anything?:
to get out of the house and just have a good life
11. What is one thing that you think I should do?:
Fine a way to be happy no matter what that means
12. Do I have any special talents? If so, what are they?:
you have this great talent for being a pain in my butt
13. Have you ever hugged me?:
yes and i try to as much as i can
14. If there was one good nickname for me, it would be:
i still like sweetie i mean ive only called you it for 5 years now
15. Your favorite memory of me:
my favorite memory of you is the first movie we saw togther. when i held you and all i could think of was how i never wanted the night to end and how you made me feel..i never wanna forget it.
16. If you could only say one thing to me before I died what would it be?
The only thing that would matter to me which is telling you that no matter what ive said or done that i love you now and forever and it will never change and you where the best thing to ever happen in my life.
17. If you could change one thing about me what would it be?
how pigheaded you can be ;)
18. If you had 1 nice thing to say about me what would it be?
how loving and caring you can be to a complete asshole.
19. Would you party all night with me?
i would if i could keep up with you
20. Am i someone who you would like to be stranded with on a desert island with?
well lets see....me and you alone on an island with me doing all the work and doing whatever you said, i would love every moment of it....but you would wanna kill me after a week lol
21. Will you re-post this so I can fill this out for you? no but if you wanna put somthing back i would like a lot
online but if you want in person at the hadley mall for our first date.
2. Take a stab at my middle name:
Joann (it's spelled Joanne)
3. How long you've known me:
6 years still going to
4. The last time that we saw each other:
today i spent the day with you. ill tell you it was nice just being with you and not fighting
5. Would I ever go sky diving?:
no i dont think so but then again you have shocked me before
6. Your first impression of me upon meeting me/seeing me:
i remember looking at you and i was in shock you where so pretty and i was so scared you wouldnt like me...but you looked like a goddess to me.
7. Am I funny?:
you can be but most of the time its when your mad :)
8. Can I sing?:
i think you sing very well
9. The best thing about me:
the best thing about you is how you always give us another try even when i dont deserve it not to mention you keep me in line and out of trouble.
10. What do I want to do more than anything?:
to get out of the house and just have a good life
11. What is one thing that you think I should do?:
Fine a way to be happy no matter what that means
12. Do I have any special talents? If so, what are they?:
you have this great talent for being a pain in my butt
13. Have you ever hugged me?:
yes and i try to as much as i can
14. If there was one good nickname for me, it would be:
i still like sweetie i mean ive only called you it for 5 years now
15. Your favorite memory of me:
my favorite memory of you is the first movie we saw togther. when i held you and all i could think of was how i never wanted the night to end and how you made me feel..i never wanna forget it.
16. If you could only say one thing to me before I died what would it be?
The only thing that would matter to me which is telling you that no matter what ive said or done that i love you now and forever and it will never change and you where the best thing to ever happen in my life.
17. If you could change one thing about me what would it be?
how pigheaded you can be ;)
18. If you had 1 nice thing to say about me what would it be?
how loving and caring you can be to a complete asshole.
19. Would you party all night with me?
i would if i could keep up with you
20. Am i someone who you would like to be stranded with on a desert island with?
well lets see....me and you alone on an island with me doing all the work and doing whatever you said, i would love every moment of it....but you would wanna kill me after a week lol
21. Will you re-post this so I can fill this out for you? no but if you wanna put somthing back i would like a lot
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