Life is a bitch. I do things that i know is wrong but love blinds you. I long for things I know I will never get again.
Me and Fred got back together. We needed to talk things out and breaking up happened cuz we weren't in front of each other working things out.
My feelings haven't changed. I am an emotional wreck. I still don't have the love i need. Hopefully i can treat Fred a little better even if he bugs me.
I always dream of a better world. A world were i'm happy and nothing bad every happened.
Why did I ever fall in love? Feels like the worst mistake I ever made but then I wouldn't have somethings in my life, but then the pain would go away.
