“You know that when I hate you, it is because I love you to a point of passion that unhinges my soul.”
Who am I?
That's a question everyone asks themselves. How we see ourselves and how other perceive us have always been in my case two different things. I can't say I've never been a certain way that wasn't healthy but I won't honestly say that is me. Adapting a certain way to survive is human nature, but i am not saying I was trying to survive. Me myself have been a number of things that in life wasn't all that praised or that I even liked myself but acted that way out of temptation or just plain naiveté or lack of self esteem. I can't blame everything on those things because it was me who did them or acted that way.
I'm way too emotional.
I changed and I want a real chance. Though it seems I'll never get it no matter how much I say I will. Won't stop me from it nor will my feelings change.
You can trust me.
You know what I want.
"If you do not hope, you will not find what is beyond your hopes."
