Jeremy is at the not talking to me stage again. I dont even know what he's doing. I text him and he didn't answer. And of course I'm at the paranoid stage. ugh.
Stupid snow day. Jaden is very cranky and hungry 24/7.
I havent been to the gym in forever and should probably go tomorrow or something. Though I look like shit and shouldn't be out in public.
There is no food in my house that I would actually eat except candy hmm....problem big problem.
Broke. need to pay bills.buy food. and a million things I cant think of at the moment.
I do need a job. oh well. my rent is just so high and pretty much sucks ass.
Fred wants to see me this week but idk for some reason i'm having second thoughts. But why? I mean Jeremy wants to move on and i'm not important anymore. I mean he can go days weeks without talking or thinking about me. He doesnt wanna hang out include me in his plans or life. I'm a nobody to him, oh i forgot all i am is one of his baby mamas(there will be more).
If we didn't have Jaden together we wouldnt even speak or see each other. I wouldnt be some sex thing instead of being in a real relationship.
ugh why am i thinking this? life sucks seriously.
