Wednesday, January 7, 2009

Fred

Sometimes Fred pisses me off. He can be really annoying. Though most guys are and more around their friends. I still havent said yes to Fred about being his girlfriend. I wanted him to ask me just so I wouldnt be just a fuck thing to prove Jeremy wrong and now that he has I have to really think about it. I dont want to make a huge mistake. All Jeremy said was guys only want to fuck me they dont want to be with me. That he's the only one who cares about me and not just my body. What fucking crap! I dont even know anything anymore. Tim says Fred really wants to go out with me and he doesn't want me to say no. Though I can't get what Jeremy said out of my head.

Sigh