What Happened?

I'm very confused about my day. I was up early to finish signing up for classes and the last thing I remember is eating a toaster strudel. Anyways, the story is I woke up naked on my living room floor at 5:00 pm. I'm very confused about this. Why am i naked? Why am I in the living room? How is it 5 pm? My laptop was dead and when I turned it on I had a milion ims. Maybe I just fell alseep but i usually do that in my bed and shit. I'm just confused. So Jeremy is here now with Jaden. He just woke up after sleeping for like 2-3 hours. He is really annoying. I dont even know why he stayed if all he was gonna do was sleep. Oh wait I know why cuz I asked if he would stay awhile. I dont know why I keep putting myself through this, why do i keep seeing him? Answer: I love him and I want him around. I would even want to get back together sadly. I tried the whole forget about him. I tried playing hard to get. I fail at it all. Maybe if I could play hard to get he would actually want to be around me. Why do I fucking give two shits. He's horrible. I dont like a single thing about him anymore. He has moments of niceness but they fade quickly. I just want him in my life. I hate it. I motherfucking hate it.


Tim also sucks this whole weekend I feel like he's been blowing me off. I cant stand him anymore. He's acting like an asshole cuz I rather have sex with Fred than him. Right now I dont want either one of them.