Depression almost killed my blog

I havent' posting in forever. Was to depressed basically cuz of who know who. Oh well fuck him and his stupid gf
*eye roll*

anywho

Life has been good. Finally started to actually like my new bf and not fighting about how i dont love him. I'm glad that has stopped it was annoying as fuck. Though we did get into a fight today :(

He told a very good odd awkward friend of mine to stop talking to me cuz i'm his gf. I'm like WTF! What gives u the right seriously im just talking to him thats all. Yea like a year and half ago i messed around with him but nuthin since. He's like i dont want u talking to people u had sex with.

A. I never had sex with my good odd awkward friend hes a 23 yea old virgin.
B. The only friend I have and hang out with are my ex boyfriends
C. He probably talks to people he has had sex with though he says he doesnt really

So I called Tim to pick me up and left his house. He come out wondering why I left and asking me to come back if I wanted to. I told him maybe later I'll come back but for right now its best I leave. So we kissed and I left. I went to Tim's but couldn't get out of the car i sit in his car when im depressed or sad. Told me to take me to Freds and thats where i am now.

He was having a shitty day so I thought why the fuck not, its not like im going to fuck him right?