I thought of being more supportive of Jeremy and his goals but at this point in time it seems useless and i dont want to lie to him. He doesnt care what I think just what everyone else does. Also, he doesnt take interest in my life. I support him having goals and being motivated in getting his goals. But why a motorcycle. Yeah there cool and people look cool on them, but there dangerous. And i dont want someone i love driving around in one expectly reckless Jeremy. Though I have to admit i would like to try it out but thats it. I just dont trust Jeremy enough to be a serious driver who wont get hurt. Even if i tell him to drop dead doesnt mean i want him too. I just wish things with him were different where i can actually talk to him about these kind of things without him freaking out saying i cant tell him what to do. I would like to talk to him about my goals but to him everything i do/say/like is stupid or retarded. And I probably wouldnt be able to cuz he's always judging me, which i probably do to him. Its an annoying cycle what he does to me I do to him then gets mad at me for doing it when he already does it to me and thats perfectly fine.
Side note:
Phone should be here today or tomorrow. I already got my new number, its not hard so I might be able to remember it.
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Why are you seriously putting that pic of you up all over the place? You really do look stupid.
and what ur facebook picture of ur tongue out is so great
and lots of ppl like it and make naughty comments too
my picture, as bad as it is, is a million times better than that.
and how is it a good thing that you're proud of people treating you like a skank.
its a million times worst. And no one is treating me like a skank, it was friends. Didnt say i was proud just telling u.
for someone who goes out of his way to make sure i dont talk to him, u sure are talkin a lot.
im not in the mood for u today
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