Who me?

“You know that when I hate you, it is because I love you to a point of passion that unhinges my soul.”


Who am I? 


That's a question everyone asks themselves. How we see ourselves and how other perceive us have always been in my case two different things. I can't say I've never been a certain way that wasn't healthy but I won't honestly say that is me. Adapting a certain way to survive is human nature, but i am not saying I was trying to survive. Me myself have been a number of things that in life wasn't all that praised or that I even liked myself but acted that way out of temptation or just plain naiveté or lack of self esteem. I can't blame everything on those things because it was me who did them or acted that way. 


I'm way too emotional. 


I changed and I want a real chance. Though it seems I'll never get it no matter how much I say I will. Won't stop me from it nor will my feelings change.


You can trust me.



You know what I want.


"If you do not hope, you will not find what is beyond your hopes."

Can't we just live happily ever after?

"Love knows no reasons, Love knows no lies. Love defies all reasons, Love has no eyes, but Love is not blind, Love sees but doesn't mind."

Some tragedy happens where the woman needs to be saved and the man recused her from evil. I don't see how that can't happen to me. My life is a tragedy; Shakespeare worked his magic on it, where I fell in love just to be left. I don't really think they all ended that way but that's how this tragedy is shaping out to be.

This is No Romeo & Juliet, no Othello, no Midsummer's night dream. This is my life and maybe for once I would like Shakespeare to stop with the this tragedy and just let me find love without taking it away.

A fairytale ending is just that, a fairytale.

"Hatred stirreth up strifes, but love covereth all sins."