today

Well i am feeling like crap. I was sicky all day with the worst headache. They were working outside at 8 am and it was so loud outside my place then next door cuz i guess my douche neighbors moved. They must really hate me and Jaden. Tim and me have been fighting. He came over and it wasnt so bad until he found out I've been talking to Chris Jones. He freaked out and forbid me to see him talk to him and i had to delete him. He sounded like i do when we talk about that katie skank. He was so paranoid and crazy. He hates him cuz he broke into his house and stole from him. He's also pysch and did a lot of weird shit and been to jail crap like that. Well hes nice to me. He called and texted me while tim was with me and tim freaked so much. He got kind of scary. Then I freaked out cuz he was being a jerk. I was so depressed and mad. I was talking to Jeremy and he is sicky but he still came over to see me cuz he loves me :D. We went to the mall and I got diapers and subway. Then watched Mall Cop then he had to go home :(
I watched Lost and the ending was the best but im not gonna say it cuz Jeremy hasnt seen it yet. See i dont always tell.

:D

Had a great day with Jaden and Jeremy yesterday

never ever again

tim has gone to far. he has been doing shit behind my back and not even seeing me. he didn't get home until 6 am and then I find out he's seeing all these people/ bitches. he's lying saying he's alone or he's not doing anything. WTF!!!! I can't fucking do this shit. he already knows how I feel about her we had many many fights about her but he does this and I'm suppose to be ok with it. we got in a " fight" and then goes off with her and I'm suppose to be to blame. that piece of shit! he fucked up! I'm so pissed off. I just want to kill him. I hate him more than I have in a long time. he has been acting so cold hearted and so distance that everything I say is a fight. he's acting like jeremy use to and sometimes does. I can't even talk to him. I'm so hurt. :(

im just depressed

that title pretty much says it all. I havent felt like writing cuz what is there to write about. my life is boring. I fight with tim and jeremy. Jeremy isnt my boyfriend. Fred isnt my boyfriend cuz of me. tim is mean and i have no money. I have no food in my house bearly. i cant even use my can opener. Jeremy is way behind on his child support and i need to buy pull ups and new clothes for jaden. school sucks. gym makes my legs hurt. and im just in a bad mood and wanna bitch.

boring snow day

no school
no daycare
no going out
no fun
no gym
bearly any food
or
drink
computer
movies
and
Jaden

That's my day

summary of today

I was out all day classes back to back. might drop one or two add some new ones. i was tired hunrgy and my feet hurt. i took the bus to my parents and ate a huge thanksgiving like dinner turkey and all. no gym cuz jeremy needs to save gas. now im home watching things i missed yesterday. the power of online and downloading. Saw The Duchess today.

hate tim

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also not a fan of Jeremy for what happened today. if he doesnt ever wanna be with me then he should know he cant keep doing this.