Sunday, January 11, 2009

funny

http://midwestteensexshow.com/

suck it!

Feeling lousy. Life sucks. Suck it Tim and Jeremy!

Night

So i hung with Fred. We went to taco bell with Tim. God, i really dont like the food there. Though I was looking smoking tonight lol since Fred kept telling me everytime a guy was checking me out. Me and him saw Bride Wars. It was nice and the movie was good. I was like feeling good and even dancing afterward. Fred didnt feel good so he went home then me and Tim fought like crazy. And right now we still are.

Saturday, January 10, 2009

its my so called life

I'm a bum. Jaden went to daycare today and it was so weird not having him around. Me and Tim had a fight about everything today. Lately all we do is fight. Mostly about Fred  cuz Tim wants me with him and doesnt want me with Fred. But I dont even know about the whole me and Fred thing anymore. Me and Fred are going to see a movie today cuz its been planned for a long time. I'm totally making him go see Bride Wars.

Friday, January 9, 2009

An Amazing Anniversary!!

I think this is one of the only good ones. The day started fighting with Jeremy then ending in happiness at least for me. We went to eat with Jaden at Arizona Pizza in the mall. Our pizzas seem tiny like for children but it was fucking good! Then we went back to my place and chilled played a betting game with Jaden for awhile. Then Jaden wanted  to eat and see a movie.  SO then me and Jeremy slept alittle........and stuff. It was great. It was nice actually getting along. It's to bad it never lasts. I mean u cant have all good times but I hate the bad cuz it over powers th good. And then Jeremy forgets and just says he hates me all the time, sucks. I'm gonna look on the bright side and hope for more good days.

Thursday, January 8, 2009

me and Jeremy

So me and Jeremy are gonna try to be friends. And I'm waiting for him to finish up so we can go to the mall. I'm so hungry. It will be weird seeing him. It was weird just hearing his voice today. I really dont want to fight so I'm going to try to deal with how annoying he is. :)

Delete my post

So i have delete my post "why am i still writing about him" from early today. I shouldnt have wrote it. I'm not fucking perfect. Jeremy wrote 3 mean comments to my last 2 entries which of course he deleted. Jeremy just wants me to know the horrible things and how psycho he is but not everyone else. I can just post his god damn comment.

venting now:

I'm not a slut. Only have one guy who I havent had sex with in forever. God i cant even remember the last time i did so saying "Your a good for nothing slut who will never amount to anything and you fucking know it. The only way you can ignore it is by keeping yourself busy with fucking guys."  Which is kind of stupid cuz i've been with 2 guys for almost 2 years him and Fred (which was when we werent together).
(dont bitch at me for the quote i think it was deserved)

And i wouldnt date Fred today i just said that cuz i was pissed off. Dating another guy doesnt make me a slut. Oh i dont remember u saying u wanted to see me i told u i got kicked off and aim froze and i had to use meebo which cut off most of what he said. Ok u may want to see me or wanted to but would u actually see me now?
I want to have a nice day. A good day!